CHUCK SAGACIOUS - It's a whole different stories

Sedetik lebih

2011-04-04T20:39:00.005+08:00

setiap nafas yang dihembus

setiap degupan jantung

aku selalu memikirkanmu

dalam sedar dibuai angan

dalam tidur dan khayalan

aku selalu memikirkanmu

ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

barulah terasa ku bernyawa

dikala penuh ketakutan

dengan badai kehidupan

ku bersyukur adanya kamu

biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

asal masih adanya kamu

ternyata ku perlukan cinta darimu sayang

barulah terasa ku bernyawa

kasihku....ku amat mencintai kamu

kerna kau memberi erti hidup

ku kan terus mencinta

sedetik lebih, selepas selamanya....

Sleepless midnights, empty heart...complications in a living and the roads that we chose, in the absence of recess as our lives pass us by...I swear, these are all in my mind.

what is the right thing?

2011-04-04T00:38:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through all our pictures, that suddenly I realized I am taking a big leap. Hopefully I am doing the right thing, and right for everyone. God! Where else can I find the strength...

I really dont know...really.

Don't turn me into a monster

2011-04-01T11:03:00.005+08:00

I have enough things going on in my head now, and I don't need more to come and buzz all the mess inside.

Managing people is one thing, but dealing with their attitude is another whole different thing.

Please People! Don't let me lose the wall, coz once I did, you'll be vulnerable.

I played a nice game, so have some respect. Trust me, you can't bear the pain when I get dirty.

Finally, it's a tie end.

2011-03-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

Past few days had been nothing but thinking, and thinking and still thinking (up till now). I am still jittered. Yes, I am. Why on earth, this day, this moment, after all you done to me, after all you have put me through and after I left everything behind coz this was not what I had in mind. I never even thought about it.

After the so called incident (I'm not sure if there's any) I live not on my regular days. It was hard especially when we broke up just after the last time we see each other (it was your birthday, best moment of our time). I cried on the day I landed in LCCT last January coz the last time I was there, the feeling is different. Knowing that many things will not be the same, I felt like taking next flight to Bintulu and never come back. There were so many memories to be cherished here. Well, it was just a say, and you win if you bet I'll lose, coz I did.

I looked for you the whole week I'm home. I went to your studio, I went to our regular spots when we were happy back then (do u still like the stuffed shrimp at bubba gump?) but you wasn't there. I went to your house but the guard didn't allow me in. I forgot, all this while we went to your place together that I don't need the access card and the house key. I waited outside. I don't mind if I'm working the next morning, or if that made me a loser coz if that all it takes for me to see you, it worth. four nights, and one half day, but its like you a have radar telling that I am around.

I'm tired. I'm tired of waiting for a thing even I couldn't explain. Lot of things wander around in my head at that time. Why did you ran away? what did I do wrong? what did you have in mind? what the hell is going on with your head? I even called Azrel to ask if he knew where were you, that if he did then I need to know. I remember he said "sorry syafiq, aku tak tau dia kat mana" and "kitorang pun dah lama tak jumpa dia" and "dia busy ngan job kot" while in the background, clearly it was your voice laughing. We've been together for only six months, but that's a whole lot of time to tell it was you laughing, sounding like as if nothing is happen at that time.

Days by days after, I moved on. I began to accept, there must be part of me is the fault. From hate, anger, frustration, dissapointment, you name it, turns neutral. That was a day I remember waking up in the morning thinking about you, and I smiled. At least, you gave me something to be looked back on, a healthy relationship I might say compared to those I had before and most of all, you opened me a different perspective of accepting someone, that is for the better, or for the worst.

That was why, it took only seconds for me to reply your "I'm sorry" text. The gap is coz I was shocked (pardon me for cursing u in twitter) but other than that I am OK. In fact, for being the most lovable person I ever had, I had forgive you ever since I realized that we were not meant to be together. Thank you, for finally gave me the reason I wanted to hear, and made me relieved that it wasn't me we ended up such way.Just one thing from me, I am sorry that we're just gonna be friend, I think it works better that way. Enough with the cheating in the back, I want you to be honest to yourself, and people around you. A person that I knew of, that it will remain just as how it is, and will never change.

Now, give me time. There's a lot that I need to look to, process and make it dungs. Coz, once they left me, we're gonna have a fresh start.

Thanks HK :-)

2011-03-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

It's 12.45am in the morning and I just made a resolution...

I Wanna LOSE Weight!

And this time is serious.

I've had this body for 23 years and it is time to change.

You can't be the material to others,

but you have to be what matters to them.

and THIS, is just the beginning......

Food for Thought

2011-01-10T16:01:00.008+08:00

If you readers have time, please do visit this blog and read the posts inside. It tell us how a perfect dreams and happy life, could turn into a test in just a second. He is Mas Afzal Masarudin, introduced to me by a friend, Hairul. I happened to know him only by his name, but for me,his stories inspiring in many ways (I found it that way).

www.masafzal.blogspot.com

We rarely see this kind of person and now we can't find him anywhere, anywhen. He diagnosed with cancer few years ago during his pursue of study in Sheffield University, doing medic. Ever since, he started his blog and in there, he told us about his feeling, how he went through his days studying and fighting over cancer at the same time, fasting albeit he is sick, about his family and friends, their endless support for him and lots more.

Its a journey where one could only just gave it up halfway, but not for him. He fought till the very end of his last breath, but Allah just loves him more. On 18th December 2010, He passed away in Hospital Ampang at 2.24am with all his family members by his side. Innalillah....

I can't stop my tears from falling reading on his every words in the blog. It's a genuine feeling where no one could ever experience except the person himself. The last post was hearthrobing, about his mother who had been loyal taking care of him ever since he was diagnosed and all her sacrifices. Like he knows he is going to leave soon, the post dated 8 December 2010 (1o days before he passed away) says how much he love his mother and how he appreciate having her through his ups and downs.

That was the last, and his final piece before he leaves us with thought: he is only 26 and wish could have done more if god is willing to grant him another years to live. What about us who still have the urge and well living? When I read his blog, I remember the saying "Do things as if you are going to die tomorrow", because you don't know when will be your end.

Thank you afzal :-) , may you rest in peace brother...

-al-fatihah-

Thanks for everything, it's a goodbye...

2011-01-09T14:04:00.002+08:00

you gave me the last thing I would ever wanna give to you.

you may be silent but that speaks gestures.

I'm in pain, which you won't know...

until the very end.

Quickies

2010-10-28T15:05:00.005+08:00

This was posted while I'm working at my office

Well, if you can see this,

for sure it got posted

most of all, I am getting a connection here.

I gotta say its getting pretty good each day...

considering where I live and work now...

It seems life already being fair on me

Its too short to be wasted but,

never long enough that you can do

every single thing that you want

I gotta grab whatever passes in front of me

It won't choose me but I have to choose them

It might be slower here,

but at least I live, and well living

because sometimes when you're moving too fast

you gotta slow down to balance the pace

It's a better life now, and I'm Happy!

I'm still around.

2010-10-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

I just don't have the perfect time and chance,

It's like another phase of life...

Where you actually grew in that period of time,

but left everything behind back in your past.

I do hope to give it its life back...

Hopefully, I will soon.

Iphone - more than meets the eye

2010-07-06T10:53:00.012+08:00

I was browsing the net on my way to work and came across this post from Nikkor Lenses page and it was totally cool. Iphone Fashion Shoot. It was not about using the Iphone as a fashion material but believe it or not, the Iphone itself was used to shoot the model. Yes, not using all those big and high-tech Nikon/Canon DSLR. The main idea is that you can shoot, although you don’t own a proper camera. Let the camera be as simplest as it may be, compact digital, phone camera or semi-SLR, but you can produce great pictures. So in the article, Lee Morris from Fstoppers.com explains how you may achieve it and you can watch the footage from the photoshoot. He used an Iphone 3GS, stick a velcro on its back, attach it on the tripod and there he goes, he is set to go for the shoot. Watch the funny part when a call came in while he shoot the model, something you cant experience when you use a normal camera, and since I am using Iphone, I can experience it too :p

You have watched the process in the video, and now let see the outcomes from the photoshoot. Be the judge (All Pictures credit to fstoppers.com) Raw pictures on the left and edited pictures on the right. See the different

You can check more of its stories on http://fstoppers.com/iphone/ and there are a lot of other cool article you can see. well, anybody feels like selling their baby Nikon? :p

fun hobby

2010-06-27T19:33:00.005+08:00

Ever since I got myself an iPhone, I just can't stop myself buying case for this newly-born of mine. He just born not even a month ago, but I already bought him 5 clothes for him. Well I love seeing the baby change its look everytime. guys, if you know where out there does sell cool & rare iPhone casing, please please pleaseeeeee tell me. now its only 5, I need 7 so I can change them everyday in a week, or maybe I need 30 or 31. Yes! I wanna change it everyday in a month if possible :p

By Belkin, it sold as one and two color back case included

fishbone case by capdase

I recently bought this red & green case in Penang. Love its snaky leather

just in case,

2010-05-21T10:26:00.003+08:00

In case you haven't notice...

So be human, not monsters.

@ a glance...

2010-05-18T23:16:00.006+08:00

Updating is currently not the A-list thing I think of doing. I guess workloads put me behind all those things I've been living with before. Well, no sigh coz this was expected when u work to deal with peoples and solving their problems, whatever they are. I am updating not to talk much, just to share this two pics with u :

Yes, the two nation's most important person. I met them, well not really met (just having chances to snap) in Putrajaya during the National Youth Gathering. I never talked with two of them but somehow I'm happy. Happy to see the leaders right in front of me.

It's Inspiring me in a way I will never thought I would be...

**Zack is back. Now I can smile back when I stuck with my works. Gracias muchacas

Google or Facebook?

2010-04-26T14:22:00.002+08:00

Semua orang tau ape google. sekarang nie if nak tau something, mesti orang akan cakap, "pegilah google"...And another one is Facebook. This one if korang tak tau memang tolng la, jangan hidup atas muka bumi nie. But, ape yang semua orang tau is what are these two organizations doing. Tapi korang tau tak how is it, working in in google or facebook? I surfed yesterday and got into this one website yang review pasal office of google and facebook. Scroll down and be amazed of how cool it is to work in google or facebook. Kita mulakan dengan google dulu.

Now let see what Facebook have...

So, how was it?...even for google or facebook sangat smart office mereka kan. Well, if I was given a chance to work in either this two offices, I would probably choose google kot. Somehow rase google is more nature friendly kot and looks more relaxing pada aku. Another cool thing about google office is diorang panggil the area as "Googleplex". Cool kan! so bayangkan bila orang tanya "ko kerja kat mana?"...then korang pon jawab "owh, kat googleplex". COOL!!!

how me playing?

2010-04-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

this is how I play,

sometimes I wont tell things that are real...

I tell them for the other way around...

coz the fact that no matter how true it is,

It just wont make any difference...

I am still me, and u are still u...

There is no us.

It's better to be prepared, not hope.

just a note

2010-04-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

read this

Learn to fix something when u broke it,

it may not be the same,

but it's better to have something fixed...

not something broken.

I have enough say.

Stop

2010-04-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

The hardest part of letting things go,

is to see it go and leave me.

There,s certain thing I cant actually have,

and I have to pretend like I am fine without it,

Although I am actually not.

Life is about being unfair after all.

Live it!

kantor baru

2010-04-08T08:46:00.003+08:00

dah dua hari tertangguh, finally dapat jugak siapkan entry nie. Bukan la ape sangat pun, just an update of my new workplace. As some knows, and many didnt know maybe, aku dah pun balik ke KL semula for almost a week dah. I got transfered here and this time, kerja yang aku buat sangat lah jauh bezanya macam langit dengan bumi. If before this dekat pasir gudang I worked as junior R&D Executive, main dengan chemicals, instruments semua kan. Now, kerja aku mengadap komputer, key in data, screening, shortlist, entertain kerenah orang and so on. Haa, inilah dia yang dipanggil human resource. From ICA in Pasir Gudang, I moved to HR Upstream Malaysia in Damansara. Happy that finally dapat kerja kat KL, which means banyak benda boleh dijimatkan and boleh focus on other important things. Hehe

This is it, Wisma Guthrie Damansara

The plaque, my new department

the cubicles

my workplace, sampai dua computer ok

the pantry, ade instant mixer...tak payah susah2 nak campur2

Syima's birthday bash

2010-04-06T21:59:00.008+08:00

hopefully still belum terlambat kot nak wish "Happy 23rd Birthday" kat member aku nie, coz time malam birthday tue, aku lupa nak wish...kitorang celebrate jer. Nama dia Nor Hasymah Jamani, or panggil dia syima, ema, sima, jangan simba sudah. Entry kali nie boleh kata kesinambungan kot from entry carl pasal camping tu. Sory now tak dapat update selalu since dah pindah tempat kerja baru, I've been really busy with lots of works. Well, lepas nie update pasal tempat kerja baru aku. Enough! lari topik dah. So, hari jumat lepas, aku dengan kental drive from KL to JB lepas balik pada kerja nak surprise si syima nie. Rupanya, dayah (bukan nama sebenar) awal2 dah kantoikan surprise aku coz syima dah tau yang aku nak datang. Lebh kurang 1.30am camtu, aku sampai rumah syima. Tunggu dia packing then lepas tu terus amik dayah and gerak pergi Desaru malam tu jugak. Kereta aku penuh dengan baran2, padahal yang pergi 4 orang jer.

siap comforter suma

betapa penuhnya dengan barang-barang

Well, kenapa Desaru, sebab kitorang nak camping tepi pantai. Tapi kenapa Desaru, sebab memang kitorang suka perdi Desaru. haha. Ramai da kot orang tanya kenapa la kitorang suka sangat pergi Desaru. So sekarang korang dah tau kan sebab memang kitorang SUKA! Roughly dalam pukul 2 camtu kitorang bertolak and sampai dekat Desaru dalam pukul 3.45am. Terus cari spot yang best, and pacak khemah. Eh, sekarang mana ade khemah pacak2, kitorang pasang kemah :p seronok gila coz khemah kitorang mengadap laut. So ade la bunyi ombak, deru angin sepoi2, naman jer. After siap semua, kitorang pun lepak2 dalam khemah and aku keluarkan camera aku. Saje try snap night shot before tido. Ade Peningkatan! :-)

syima melayan perasaan

gaya sang jurufoto

cubaan dayah menjadi datuk siti

CLS - thanx kojeck

tolong! hantu laut kat belakang

Esoknya, aku sedar dalam pukul 7.15am coz ada sejuk sangat. baru perasan tengah sunrise rupanya time tu. dengan gigih aku bangun, pasang camera kat tripod and try snap gambar sunrise tu. takdela lawa sangat coz by time aku nak snap, matahari dah pun terlindung di sebalik awan. Lepas semua bangun, ingat nak mandi laut, tapi macam takut coz laut dia tak macam biasa. kontang ket tepi n dalam kat tengah, so just main gedik2 jer. huhu...

nie la dia gambar sunset yang aku amik tu

7.15 in the morning

the beauty of the sky

and because kitorang dah lapar, terus jer nyalakan api untuk bakar ayam. Tak tau la kenapa but maybe sebab kitorang tak tau nak buat ape, rasa macam lambat jer masa hari tu. bila dah pukul 10 tu, matahari dah tegak terpacak, memang panas la jadik and bawak sampai ke tengahari. Macam cacing kepanasan, aku dengan dayah hari tu, 3x ulang alik pergi bandar penawar semata-mata cari excuse nak duduk dalam air-cond. So merasala syima tunggu 45 minit everytime kitorang keluar. Padahal time tu beli penyepit, sudu, senduk, air, keropok and ade lagi la barang2 lain.

credit to dayah coz tekan shutter :p

muka kepanasan masin-masing

the beach girl, ala-ala baywatch tu

petang tu bila matahari dah redup, baru la boleh mandi laut. Tapi kecewa giler coz dapat mandi sekejap coz tetiba boleh pulak hujan kan. Then langit cerah balik, kitorang mandi balik, 10minit lepas tu naik coz langit gelap balik and hujan turun sampai esoknya. Hampeh! Camping kot, dengan khemah masuk air, terpaksala kitorang move to plan B - sewa chalet. malam tu, coz tak dapat camping dalam khemas, kitorang still jugak camping, just takde khemah. nyalakan api dalam bbq pit, pastu masak sup and baked beans dalam mess tin.sedap la kot since dah lapar kan. seronok malam tu, cak2 kok, borak2, photoshoot baby rina. haha.

opps!!!baby rina mengganas...cukup satu gambar sahaja!

CSI Poster

motif pose2 atas katil?

cute kan besday girl nie...

carl

yang paling tak boleh blah, lagi sekali aku terkunci. This time pintu bilik pulak, last time pergi Desaru kereta aku terkunci. Badi ker ape aku tak tau la. Padahal aku tutup pintu coz tak nak air-cond keluar, ntah kenapa bengong pintu tu, dia lock sendiri ker ape terus tak boleh bukak. pecah pintu bilik air, rupanya pintu lagi satu locked from inside on the other side. macam mana tu, faham kan jer la eh. dalam pukul 12.30 camtu, masing2 semua dah tido dah coz kepenatan.

Esok bangun pukul 9.30, bergegas pergi breakfast. Suka sangat coz makan dengan view mengadap laut.tambah dua kali nasi lemak, roti bakar and teh, heaven giler la. sayang tak dapat snappy2 coz aku tak bawak turun camera coz camera bogel, lupa bawak beg (pagi tu still hujan). Balik pada breakfast, kitorang terus kemas2 barang coz da pkul 10.30 and check out pukul 12. Plus aku kena balik kl terus lepas tu and ade few things yang aku kena setel before balik KL. Before tingalkan chalet, aku nekad balut camera aku ngan tshirt kalep, n kitorang dapat la snap gambar outdoor. tu pun tak banyak, tapi jadik la kan.

nie depan chalet kitorang...sea view ok

ape yang aku nampak tue?

feeling lebih plak syima

beach shot

Then gerak balik JB camtu, pukul 2.00 sampai JB. makan kejap kat rumah syima then aku terus setel hal-hal aku, last2 5.30 baru gerak balik KL. Penat tapi best, experience yang ku dapat, camping, moral yang aku dapat, tengok ramalan cuaca before nak camping tepi pantai. tak pasal2 basah kan. tata

Dilemma

2010-03-29T09:21:00.002+08:00

Position : Chemist/Scientist (Executive)

Location : Selangor - Estate Based

Company : Sime Darby Plantation Sdn. Bhd

The real thing is, SHOULD I?... or SHOULDN'T I accept it?

ouhh...come on, I love the benefits, and the post...

But the only thing that matters is, it is in the ESTATE...

That place is so not me but can I be choosy at this kind of time?

well, 60% of me says that I should go...

20% of me says not to go...

10% of me still unsure, feeling insecure...

and another 10%, just don't bother...

God, help me out.

LENS night out

2010-03-26T10:31:00.008+08:00

Semalam jumpa kojeck dekat My Little Corner, nak pass lens dkt dia and take my lens back from him. End up, I met his other two friends, Iffan and Zai. After that, aku pergi roost dengan dayah, syima and kalep. Lepak sana, chilling and relaxing, after sometime kitorang decide nak gerak pada situ and find another place untuk lepak. Dayah suggest this one place dia pernah pergi. Well, it was quite a place, sunyi and menghadap singapore. Sangat lawa untuk amik gambar. Puas camwhore semalam, plus kojeck and his friends pun join jugak lepas tu. After awhile aku tak guna camera aku.

bon voyage aus....

2010-03-23T16:09:00.005+08:00

Aha, feel like crying pulak time tulis entry nie. Mana tak, orang nak pergi jauh tinggalkan kita and yet kita tak berkesempatan nak jumpa dulu dengan orang tu. Agak terkilan la kan, but what to do, dah duduk pun jauh kan, redha jer la. Actually last night one of my cousin left for Japan untuk further dia punya study. I knew he’s going to fly yesterday night but somehow tengah ralit buat kerja tiba-tiba my mum called me….

Mama: syafiq tengah buat ape?

Aku : Tengah buat kerja sikit, biasa lah buat ape lagi.

Mama : owh, mama dengan ayah baru lepas balik from KLIA, hantar adik aus…kan dia fly mlm nie.

Aku : (terkejut) laaa!!!ye ker?abis dah depart la nie?

Mama : Aah, pukul 11.50 tadi, sory mama lupa nak call awak.

Aku : Owh…xpe2…its ok (letak telefon)

Tergamam aku sekejap. Tak tau la ek nak kata apa kan. He’s flying to Japan and yet I didn’t even have a chance to talk to him or even to wish all the best for him. Last kitorang jumpa last January kot time birthday ayah aku. Hari tu time kenduri doa selamat aku tak boleh datang coz kena kerja, now dia fly pun aku tak boleh datang coz aku duduk kat pasir gudang. If aku ingat dia nak fly hari isnin malam, I would have take leave and stay a bit longer dekat KL so I could send him to KLIA last night. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan, benda dah berlaku pun. Actually memang lah kitorang jarang jumpa, dia dengan study dia, aku pun dah kerja. But hey, it’s family ok, and we were quite close walaupun jarang jumpa. And more, it’s a bond called family, no matter what happen as long as you are in it, it won’t break. It will get even tighter. After this, for five years coming, dah kurang orang untuk sakat time pagi raya, camwhore pun dah kurang satu corum, and takde lagi dah orang yang dtg rumah aku just to help without any complaining on ape-ape pun event yang family aku buat.

For adik aus, I’m sorry I didn’t meet you before you left but remember, I’ll always pray for the best of you. You went through 2 hard foundation years, and you gonna make it for this time too. You are gifted and smart, and this is your chance to make the more of it. Just ingat yang kita pun bukan asal daripada orang senang, and if this is the chance for you to change those, nail it. On my part, abg boleh doakan semoga segala urusan adik dekat sana dipermudahkan Allah S.W.T, always take care of yourself, study elok-elok and don’t forget your family here, especially mak and ayah. Insyallah, adik akan Berjaya. All the best!

***rasa sebak bila tengok gambar-gambar tu. memang aku terkilan

Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010

2010-03-22T11:21:00.010+08:00

Most waited event for March. Even masa awal bulan aritu pun aku da siap-siap letak event nie dalam schedule aku, so that if anything come up afterwards, I already put it as "must go" and tak boleh nak replace dengan event lain. So last friday I went back to KL dengan semangatnya then lastly even yang planned on saturday postponed to sunday since ada member-member aku yang tak free. But, nak dijadikan cerita, sabtu tu supposedly aku attend satu wedding kawan aku nie, tapi boleh pulak on the way pergi wedding tu, aku stuck dalam traffic jam yang gerak mengalahkan siput. at the end, member aku yang tadi tunggu aku datang msg cakap nak balik. As backup plan, kitorang agreed untuk jumpa dekat putrajaya and turned out, diorang nak pergi Hot Balloon nie jugak. so that time agak lucky la since belon-belon semua baru nak kembang and terbang so dapat la tengok dari mula.

Selingan...tak tau siapa punya

aku tak difokus, Ikmal hilang focus

Syazwan and sheeda, I pray for you guys :p

Ikmal kekaguman, terlopong eh bro? :p

Afiq...dan rambut barunya

cute, macam paddle pop

Since time tu aku just dapat tengok balloon tu kembang and took off, so aku plan untuk datang lagi esok pagi-pagi pukul 7.00 untuk queue for balloon ride. So that morning, pukul 7.00 dah siap dah tapi munna pulak dengan selamber cakap dia baru bangun and pukul 7.30 baru dia gerak. Aku pasrah jer la since I am just the passenger, so kena la ikut timing driver. around 8.30 lebih kurang munna sampai, we headed straight to putrajaya and arrived dalam lebih kurang 9.30 camtu. Tapi by that time, semua balloon pun dah took-off and kitorang just tengok lori-lori yang bawak bakul balloon tu balik to main venue dari tempat diorang landing. So event pagi tu, yang kitorang dapat tengok just zeppelin terbang, remote control airplane and jalan-jalan sambil makan keropok lekor. Even balloon ride pn tak dapat coz the ticket was limited for each session. Hati ibarat jatuh ditimpa tangga.

Berhempas pulas tak bagi belon tu terbang

Din Godien...muka nak market...haha

munna...she thinks she,s lovely

Selok belok dari sifu

So, sebagai hukuman, munna yang telah terlambat buat deal untuk belanja kitorang karok dekat alamanda. Since area padang tu pun dah panas, so tak payah fikir panjang, laju jer kitorang tinggalkn tempat tu. Sampai dekat alamanda, wan pun baru sampai, so kitorang borak-borak dulu sambil makan-makan then baru la gerak pergi karok. Tak tau la since berapa lama aku tak karok tapi perasaan malu-malu tu muncul that time. Lama sikit baru ok and bila aku naik syeh, sampai hindustan pun aku sebat nyanyi.

Anyway it was a fun day la accept the fact yang aku kena rush balik JB malam tu, the weekend was nearly perfect. Tak tau lah dengan kondisi job aku yang tak menentu sekarang, more or less I'm unmotivated to do almost all things. And since aku baru sedar yang gaji aku for this month akan lambat sedikit, so mode saving pun bermula. Solution, no night out, just duduk rumah, layan movie, ym dengan terchenta, tidur. Until then, bersabarlah dengan hidup.tak sabar nak kejer kat Kl, baru rasa ada life.Sigh.

just a quote

2010-03-19T10:36:00.001+08:00

It doesn't mean anything,

If I can see you, but I cannot touch you...

Coz there is distance between US

Tea Garden

2010-03-19T09:48:00.006+08:00

First discover tempat nie time kojeck ajak last week coz I wanna pass my lense to him. Since selalunya I'm the one yang selalu decide where to meet up, so dat day sebab kitorang jumpa dekat dengan rumah dia, so dia yang kena decide. Mula-mula aku tanya dia, dekat Kulai tue ada ker tempat makan yang best. Dia kata ada and nak bawak aku pergi Tea Garden nie. Well, dengar nama dia memang best la kan, so aku pun tanya kojeck lagi if this place is ok or not. Terus kena marah macam nie.." Ok lah! ". Simple jer tapi terkesima, haha. So that night pergi la tempat nie and boleh tahan jugak la. Deco dia mungkin agak boleh tahan, but the most thing about this place is the menu. Bila bukak jer menu dia, korang tak akan tau nak order yang mana satu coz semua pun macam nak order jer. What can I say about this place is that, if korang nak cari makanan or minuman yang ada kelainan sikit, this would be the place la coz some of the food aku boleh kata agak exotic jugak. But be careful sometimes the exotic food tak semestinya kena dengan selera kita kan. Tapi if nak try sekali tak salah pun. Tempat nie senang jer nak cari. Dari Jalan Skudai tu, ikut nak menghala ke kulai, sampai satu flyover dekat dengan menara TNB, belok kanan dekat traffic light. terus depan jer lagi sikit dah nmpak dah Tea Garden sebelah kanan. Try it!

Nampak nie, memang confirm itulah dia.

bercahaya pada luar

Dining area

Orang yang dah selalu pergi pn xtau nak order ape...

Deretan kerusi empuk

Open air dining area

Tempat yang agak best untuk chill out

A must-try : Baked fish with cheese and cheese baked rice

(",)

Get drunk..anyone?

2010-03-17T18:31:00.003+08:00

Owh yes, I really wanna get drunk guys. Minum sampai mabuk, terawang-awang tak payah fikir benda yang berlaku dalam hidup aku. I wanna do that now. I didn't expected that its going to happen twice, but now i already know it did. Why on earth must my application being screened twice? Tak boleh ker bila dah cakap terima tu, terus jer taip offer letter and pos. Dalam masa dua hari, aku dah boleh sign surat tu and tadaaa....aku dah jadi permanent employee. First time it happened, I can accept that. yeah, it was about seniority and I step back and I walk up again the same street. But now, after everythings I'd done, after all efforts I've been put through, and after so much trust I've given, clearly all of them were still not enough.

"U passed ur interview"

" ur report was excellent "

" **** was very impressed with u "

"u can communicate well, u presented urself confidently"

"The only thing that doesn't stand out is ur CGPA"

What??? my CGPA??? Holy shit! If you cant accept a fresh employee with CGPA less than 3.00 then why I got accepted in the first place? I've been thinking this round and round and I just couldn't get it why must u accept me first, letting me know and reject me second after the screening? Tak paham kenapa kena ada screening after I've been offered my job. If xde screening, mungkin orang tu takkan nampak CGPA aku, then aku dah diterima and boleh start in another two weeks. Sigh. Now tinggal kenangan pahit jer. I got rejected after been accepted. Ironic isn't it how fate can twist your life just in a second and by only few words of single phrase. Kudos. Now I'm back to what I am before. Just a trainee with no job guaranteed. And all this happen because of my CGPA. But salah aku jugak dulu time study main-main. Shit gila, rasa macam badi pulak. One of my friend said " study sempoi, pointer lbh krg kerja sime darby jugak". Yeah, it got me back now. So pengajaran pada yang still study lagi sekarang nie, maybe boleh main time study but dont get it control u, let it balance, study and main. It,s true, sometimes ada orang cakap pointer xcukup baik tak apa, janji pandai communicate, presentable, confident. Yes! memang tak tipu but with just that u must have more than enough to convincing. But, working in a big organization like Sime Darby, no matter how good are u in communicating, ur CGPA is still counted. same goes to the other way around, if your pointer is high but u can't communicate and not presentable, still u dont fit for the job. It must be BALANCE. I dont know what am I going to do now. I know it already a second time but the first experience didn't taught me if second time shows up. Dreaming and thinking at the same time.

Desaru the 3rd

2010-03-15T08:55:00.006+08:00

Alright, here's another story again. Blogging mode is hibernating I think since now I just blog for...once a week???? giler pemalas la kan. haha, bukan malas tapi there were just so many things in my head yg aku kena occupy myself in, tapi aku enjoy baca blog orang lain :p Ok2, get back to the topic, yeah another trip to Desaru but this time, it was really the craziest one. Saturday night - As usual five of us hang out together and suddenly the idea came up, pergi desaru malam tu jugak and mandi laut. Well, everybody seems pretty OK and after going on and on with the plan, it became a better one and lastly kitorang decide untuk pergi awal-awal pagi esoknya, but before tu nak pergi pasar borong dulu beli ayam, marinate and after everything's ready baru gerak pergi Desaru.

So we left that morning at around 5.00am and arrived at Desaru at 7.30am. It already sunrise and the view was beautiful. We can't wait no more, salin baju, terus berkubang dalam laut. Ombak pagi tu memang terbaik giler sampai aku yang ringan nie pun boleh terseret sampai kat tepi pantai, memang enjoy giler ahk! After semua dah penat mandi, masing-masing naik and we prepared for the bbq. Excited since this is my first time kot buat bbq siang-siang hari.

The salvation ladies - dayah | melor | syima

Sedia untuk barbeku

Tukang letak arang - Dayah

orang yang patuh menerima arahan - Carl

Tukang bagi arahan - Syima

Bara dah ada, masa untuk membakar

Aku - tak buat kerja, tahu makan jer :p

Well, semalam jugak ada tragedi yang berlaku. Oleh kerana aku tak puas lagi main-main dengan ombak mula-mula tu, so kitorang pun turun lagi for second time tu after makan. Punya seronok mandi bila dah puas, naik atas and nak ambik baju dalam kereta untuk shower, tengok-tengok kereta aku kunci. Paling sadis bila cari punya cari kunci aku, I saw it in the car starter. So now my car was not only locked, but from the inside. Time tu tak tau la kan nak buat macam mana. Nasib baik la ada orang yang handal-handal, they tried to open up the doors but after almot one hour, they still can't. Aku macam dah pasrah time tu rasa nak hempuk tingkap kereta dengan batu then terus shoot balik JB. Neil kata sabar, try panggil mekanik dulu. So kitorang panggil mekanik and he want RM60 just to open the door. Since I'm not in command to demand, I just said yes and while tunggu mekanik tu datang, Neil try lagi to release the lock. Suddenly while feeling like there,s no hope tetiba neil menjerit and I saw she opened the door. Weeeehhhoooo!!!! Gembira tak terkata. So, tak berlengah lagi, ambik baju, mandi and kemas-kemas terus balik JB. Penat ouh! Ombak hari tu memang betul-betul menggila and badan rasa macam terbang jer selalu.

** Next time, bila keluar kereta, jangan tinggal kunci dekat keyhole coz bila pintu tertutup, the door will look itself. Well, it just security to prevent car theft but in my case, it got me. haha

paradigm shift

2010-03-11T11:40:00.004+08:00

Just now aku browse for monsta cafe dekat nusa bistari tu, coz one of my colleague interested of going it, so aku fikir few pictures and info pasal cafe nie might make him extra eager. Then aku google and search kat yahoo. I typed in "monsta cafe nusa bistari and know what happened?

fifth result in yahoo...

first in google...wah!!!

Congratulations pal...

blog kamu dah ada dalam two major search engines. Even my blog wasn't in ok.

keep up the blogging spirit.

Untitled

2010-03-09T11:31:00.005+08:00

kurindu disayangi
sepenuh hati
sedalam cintaku
setulus hatiku

kuingin memiliki
kekasih hati
tanpa air mata
tanpa kesalahan

bukan cinta
yang melukai diriku
dan meninggalkan hidupku
lagi

tolonglah aku
dari kehampaan ini
selamatkan cintaku
dari hancurnya hatiku
hempaskan kesendirian
yang tak pernah berakhir

bebaskan aku
dari keadaan ini
sempurnakan hidupku
dari rapuhnya jiwaku
adakah seseorang
yang melepaskanku
dari kesepian ini

adakah seseorang
yang melepaskanku
dari kesepian ini

**I don't want judgement, just an understanding of how things goes around me. It's hard to change coz for me its normal. Put yourself in my shoe and do the same thing. Tell me if it'e easy but ask yourself first.

sekalung ucapan terima kasih

2010-03-05T16:15:00.003+08:00

Gambar dah explain segalanya...

aku di tag!!!

1. Adakah anda rasa HOT?

sumpah tak, sape cakap ye aku jahit mulut dia

2. Upload wallpaper pc/laptop yang anda guna sekarang

3. Cerita pasal gambar

It was back then which time tu aku obses dengan lomo, and terjumpa gambar nie dekat lomographyasia.com. macam comel so buat jer la wallpaper

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

3 Januari 2010 bersamaan 17 muharam 1431H

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar

Like a Star - Colin Bailey Rae

6. Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ni

Melanguk and ym...dengan sape? haa, yang itu kalep sorang saja yang tau...haha

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda di panggil nama apa?

Chuck, capik, capiq, sapik, ikut suka korang la

8. Tag lagi 8 orang

9. Siapakah orang no.1 kepada anda

Dia sifoo saya...hehe

10. Katakan sesuatu kepada orang no.5

tak sabar dah tunggu ko kawen eah

11. No.3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

ouh, xtahu coz tak baik main serkap jarang nie

12.Bagaimana pula dengan no.4

Dulu dia ada bf, tapi lepas mereka break, dia kapel dengan kamera dia. kesian jugak dengar.

13. pesanan kepada orang no.6

belt kau aku postpone eh, bulan nie banyak belanja. huhu

14. kata-kata cinta untuk orang no.2

dia memang tengah in love. aku tau siapa tapi dia tak tau yang aku tau. sape suro letak gambar orang tengah main SLR kat blog dia :p

15. Adakah no7. dan no.8 ada persamaan

Yes, mereka pandai bermain gitar dan suara mereka sedap

16. Berikan 5 yang anda tau tentang orang yang mengetag anda

- Selama 4tahun aku kenal, da 3x tukar gf, and semua budak UTM.haha

- suka liverpool, tp lagi suka manchester united...haha kan3

- ko kata aku complicated, tp ko juga tak kurangnye...haha

- pandai main gitar, psp, cinta, bodek prof halimaton,

- yang pasti, kadang-kadang dia boleh diharap orangnya walaupun tidak selalu

Sembah Duli Cik Dayana ke JB

2010-03-05T10:34:00.006+08:00

Owh yea, Dayana nie is actually one of my colleague time kitorang sama-sama training Sime Darby dekat palace dulu. She was based under TQEM, so yesterday tak disangka-sangka rupanya she came to my office for two days coz there,s something yang dia and her boss kena buat dekat sini. So aku offer dia untuk bawak dia tour around JB malam tu, and she get really excited about it. So, kitorang deal pukul 9 aku amik dia kat hotel but rupanya kerja dia habis lambat. So merasa la kitorang yang lain duduk lepak dekat lobi Grand Paragon tu. First time kot masuk hotel nie coz before this tengok dari luar jer. Anyway, turned out hotel nie tak lah macam yang aku bayangkan, one of most luxurious hotel kat JB nie. For me, ok2 jer la. Dah penat duduk kat lobi, aku ajak member aku round dekat tingkat atas pulak sementara tunggu dayana tu mandi.

The Entrance

The Lobby...kind of empty I guess

The reception

Serious betul man berdiskusi eh

Three Stooges...

view from 20th floor

This one facing Mutiara Hotel and Holiday Plaza

After dayana turun, kitorang terus gerak pergi makan since masing-masing pun dah lapar. I brought her to bannafe Village and luckily kitorang dapat duduk dekat cabana yang tingkat atas punya. Nyaman and tenang jer duduk dekat atas tu. Tapi perempuan nie complaint nasi daging merah dia tak sedap and bila I rase memang ada yang kurang. Kitorang tak stay lama pun kat situ since aku ada banyak tempat nak tunjuk kat dia.

Selesai sudah makan

percubaan kedua, ok enough!

Right after we left Bannafe, kitorang terus pergi favourite spot lepak aku, tempat yang menghimpunkan banyak cafe-cafe menarik, Jalan Dhoby. Aku tunjuk kat dayana That's cafe and My Little Corner. Dia pun sama jer macam aku mula-mula nampak tempat tu dulu. Comel, cute, cantik, macam-macam la dia cakap. Tapi dia nak pergi area-area bazar dulu, so aku pun bawak la.

Macam berminat...

Confuse

Haa...pilih jangan tak pilih...

After jalan-jalan dekat bazar tu, kitorang pun gerak la nak pergi my little corner tu. Kecewa gila rupanya tempat tu nak tutup dah. Haha, memang takde rezeki la kot dayana nak lepak dekat situ. Tapi aku promise kat dia, next 2 weeks dia datang JB lagi, aku bawak dia pergi tempat tu and dia kata WAJIB. haha. So since nank lepak pun tak boleh, amik gambar jer la. Again, I am still noob with my D90, so hasil dia agak kurang memberangsangkan. Bila la nak pandai macam kojek, tak pun nigel barker ker. Sigh

Dapat snap jer depan That's Cafe...sob3

Lagi aksi berkumpulan

They and the lost camera

bila keluar beramai-ramai, gambar lompat memang kena ade eh?

Terjah!!!

I-City - The heaven of lights

2010-03-01T08:38:00.011+08:00

Alright, vacation week dah habis, so now its time to break a leg and get back to work. Urggghhh, sangat malas and benci tengok file yang bertimbun-timbun atas meja. But, anyway I wanna share something here, yeah about me went to this place in Shah Alam. Firstly I nampak dalam cousin I punya facebook, gambar dia snap dekat satu tempat nie, sangat cantik la because that place was full of trees but the trees is not leafy leaves, tp lighty leaves. Haaa, faham tak? senang cakap daun-daun pokok tu bukanlah daun, tapi lampu-lampu LED yang disusun dengan banyaknya. There were plenty of them there. Tempat nie dinamakan I-City. Dia bukanlah shopping complex baru or tempat rekreasi baru dekat Shah Alam nie but macam a complex of shoplots yang punya dekorasi taman yang penuh dengan lampu-lampu.

So you guys boleh imagine kan, even it was a shoplots complex, tapi kalau dah lawa, boleh jer nak jadik tempat untuk hangout kan. But, since tempat nie baru jer siap, kawasan taman dia tu belum lagi siap sepenuhnya. I mean rumput dia tak habis tumbuh lagi, ada kawasan yang still bertanah merah and else. If pergi waktu siang memang buruk la kot rasa, but kalau pergi time malam, memang meriah dengan segala macam bentuk pokok-pokok berlampu. BTW, I went to this place pun sebab nak try night shooting, but ternyata I masih lagi noob dengan DSLR. Dah la speedlight habis bateri time dekat situ, sabar jer lah.

My two cousins yang sanggup teman I malam tu...thanx (",)

This is the closer look of the leaves...nampak kan LED dia tu

Frosties Wonderland

Feeling tourist la konon

We got style, aren't we?

The shades of white light

peace in motion

sempat snap fireworks malam tue...but not a good one

Amaran

this is ana

main geget-geget pulak...haha

di bawah pohon asmara :p

pose menunggu jejaka memikat

pose tak rela melepaskan....

macam dekat korea kan...that's why I love this place

Winter sonata...haha

nak la sikitttt....plz

ouhhh2!!!

Aku dan lampu-lampu

libasan ekor merak

Last pic before went back...nak muntah amik gambar

Balik pada I-City singgah dekat Pak li. Lama dah tak lepak sini. Rindu!

Kerana diriku begitu berharga

2010-02-21T17:12:00.003+08:00

alright, in the middle of hot sunny afternoon, my brain stuck and I can't concentrate on my work. Just a quick get away to let everyone know that :

I'm no more using this

Instead of that I'm starting to use this

No exact reason, just changing the course maybe. mana la tau kot-kot guna yang nie lagi bagus kan. It was actually endorsed by someone to me previously. And melihat kepada muka dia and seorang lagi pemakai, hati terdetik "yes, kulit mereka memang cantik". Harap maaf, nama dan wajah model terpaksa dirahsiakan dahulu, kalau hebat carilah. haha

Renung-renungkan, Selamat beramal...

2010-02-21T10:54:00.003+08:00

Hurm, ok aku tak tau pada mana nak start entry kali nie. This time aku tulis sebab aku rasa tenang, I feel easy bila semua yang terbuku dalam hati, yang sangat ketat ikatan dia tue are finally loosen up. This entry aku rasa sesuai untuk orang yang mungkin, pernah buat silap dalam hidup dia and he/she might feel that is the end of the day.

OK, frankly speaking, I went through that phase recently and yeah, it was really awful. And aku buat keputusan drastik yang aku rasa that is the most right thing to do, seclude myself from the circle, occupied myself with just work, work and work, lots of them and amik masa untuk fikir, what's gonna happen next or dalam bahasa mudah - mengasingkan diri dari dunia luar. The reason is simple, I easily get overexcited when I mingle with people, and once I did, I tend to do things without thinking apa musibahnya pada aku. So solution, kau jangan bergaul dengan orang, or at least sampai perasaan bersalah, malu and anything yang buat kau rasa tak selesa itu, hilang.

So what I did are, I temporarily delete my Facebook account, trying to have as minimal communication as possible with anyone and live just by my own. I can tell that mula-mula yes, it's relieving but lama-lama, it became a torture because I'm not a person who just sit and do nothing in his days. Tapi, rasa bersalah punya pasal, I force myself to keep on doing it. Yesterday, one of my friend asked me to join them hanging out but I refused with the only reason, I'm not ready to face people and it just not about its time yet and the moment aku cakap macam tu, terus aku kena ceramah.

"Tak payah la mcm tu, semua orang pun buat silap tp kita tak boleh judge orang..."

"Ko pikir adil ker ko buat bnda nie pd diri ko?mmg ko ada buat salah tp smpai bila ko nk hukum diri ko?Ape lps ko buat salah, trus hidup ko abis, tamat...mcm tu? "

"Aku just nk jadik kawan yang hulurkan tali pd ko, and bantu ko untuk naik semula untuk lihat dunia balik"

"Ko xnak tgk ker daun-daun yang hijau balik, tak takut ker duduk dlm gelap camtu? "

"sbg kawan, aku nak bantu ko, spaya ko dpt berjalan smula mcm biasa. Ko xperlukan tongkat lg utk bjalan"

"Ade ko pkr knp still ada penjenayah yang dlm penjara tu?...kenapa x hukum bunuh jer terus diorg tu...kan sng! "

That's it. Tak tau nak kata ape bila dia cakap macam tu. Jauh rupanya aku da tersasar. And aku terfikir, betul jugak apa yang dia cakap tu. For whatever mistake a person done, he/she deserves a second chance, sama jugak macam criminal dalam penjara tu. Kenapa kena penjara, tak hukum bunuh terus, coz still ade second chance for them. Somehow kata-kata kawan aku nie buat aku berfikir, yes aku buat salah, and I got the lesson but sampai bila aku nak macam nie and it gave me strength.

Yesterday, aku kuatkn diri aku, be positive as much as possible and for first time ever after two weeks, I went out and met my friends. Owh, it feels natural, and I finally feel that I gained my life back. But this time, I'm gonna do it in a better way and try to stay on the path, as much as I can. Anyway, life is a journey and it has a destination. Our days is the time taken to reach it and the way we live it, sama jer dengan jalan yang kita pilih untuk sampai ke destinasi tu. There are plenty of roads, and you just have to choose. If you choose the wrong one, it's ok. Just stop there and take a detour. Macam tu lah hidup, if ada buat salah, admit it and try not to do it again coz things happened and we can't fix it, we can just make things better.

Banyak benda yang aku belajar, most of thing is kita tak boleh judge orang sesuka hati kita. Kita nie sape? tuhan ker? bukan kan. So, if orang tu ada buat salah, itu hal dia dengan tuhan, kita just boleh dengarkan, and maybe advise if perlu. Also, try to be forgiven. Aku dah buat salah, so aku dah rasa how it feel to think yang orang tu tak akan maafkan aku. Always do it this way, letakkan diri kita dalam diri orang yang bersalah tu, and try to think the way he/she hope for forgiveness. god's will, it will be easier for you. and yeah, bila dah buat salah tu, just beringatlah, not to do it again, even if you have another life in the next birth. Don't Ever. Pada yang berkenaan, thanks for made me realize, I do have options to sort this thing out and pada yang still neutral, take my example as your lesson.ok! Life happened just once, you missed it today, you lose it forever.

1st trial or so called an attempt

2010-02-17T21:00:00.004+08:00

Peralatan yang digunakan :

Let's see the pics below :

Well, those are few of my first trial using my new baby. Of course out of that few, there were even more picz spoiled. Anyway, failure came first before nice thing happen.

(",)

jumping sky-high

2010-02-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

Tak usah cakap banyak, Now I own my very mine (",)

FACT : Just finished painting my neighbour's house yesterday, to earn some extra money.

Hopefully I'll make use of it coz it's a

BIG

BIG

Investment made!

Thanks Everyone!

Coffee anyone?

2010-02-11T10:50:00.005+08:00

Let's have a kickstart,

and a blast begin of a new chapter.

Consider it's a CNY gift for me,

and I am ready for the excitement.

(",)

Relieved

2010-02-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

LEGA. Itu sahaja yg dapat I ungkapkan once I done it. It came to my mind out of any reasons but just one - for whatever it is, forgiveness is still a forgiveness and it does not made u lose even a thing to make it happen. Just have your time, and when u are ready to say it, then it will be pure. Syukur, for what happened recently, I learn how to forgive people and take every positive portion of it. Also, belajar untuk handle situasi bila kita rasa that is the end of the day, but actually a very long journey is waiting ahead us. Good luck to me.

Engaging and head to the upfront

2010-02-09T09:52:00.002+08:00

Again, I've made a terrible mistake of my life. Now everything around me are just about life's cliche and my right to speak is sealed. I won't be mad and rebels about that since whatever things that I done in the past, this is the price that I have to pay. I always said to people that we always have slipped at least once, but that wasn't counted on me. I slipped too many times but everytime I stand up again, I learn from each of them. And they taught me different type of lesson as each of them is a teacher of those many different subjects. Simply, I learn a lot, by making a lot of wrong-doing. I am sorry during the course, I hurt many feelings, I broke many trusts given, I betray the friendship, being ungrateful of all privileges gifted to me. Sorry for all those unintended things. Now I came to realize of two things. First, what do I have to do to make things better, not to fix it coz I just can't. Things happened. Second is to focus on what really matters to me now - getting my life right on track and build a better one. There were several plans, some already down their lane, and some are still waiting for their moment. With that, I forgive everybody, those who at faults, those who think they might have it on me, and those who didn't realize that actually I am offended with them. I forgive you. And I pledge my sorry to many of people I've wrong with. Maybe some of my actions is unacceptable, but they were my journey of growing up. I'm sorry everyone, I've fails all of you, and I'm leaving. Thanks a lot, for everythings. In fact, much of everythings. Thank you

Muse @ Big Night Out 2010 - The videos

2010-02-05T09:24:00.008+08:00

Finally, the videos are out. Sorry that they were late published. Like I said in the previous entry yang uploading sangat lah macam haram slow dia. Well, these vidz pun were uploaded in my youtube account and I embedded it here since uploading at blogger seems to be good before it got stucked at 15%. So enjoy the vidz guys. It weren't all the songs they sang that night, just a few of my favorite hits since I just have only one gigabyte storage. Have fun watching!

Uprising

Supermassive Blackhole

Undisclosed Desires

Hysteria

Starlight

This is the full list of songs performed that night:

Uprising
Supermassive Black Hole
Map of the Problematique
Resistance
Interlude + Hysteria
Stockholm Syndrome
Nishe
United States of Eurasia
Sunburn
Undisclosed Desires
MK ULTRA
Starlight
Time Is Running Out
Unnatural Selection
Encore
Exogenesis: Symphony Part I (Overture)
Plug In Baby
Man with a Harmonica intro + Knights of Cydonia

Big Night Out - Inside and out

2010-02-04T14:54:00.012+08:00

As yang semua orang dah tahu, yesterday I went to this event dekat singapore indoor stadium and as expected, it was totally awesome, spetacular, splendid and whatever words yang associates la kan. So yesterday I took half day break and went to khalif's before we head for singapore. I don't remember tapi around pukul 4.30 camtu lebih kurang, kitorang dah berada dekat singapore and we went to cik lala's house first. Around 6.00pm, kitorang sampai dekat stadium and there were crowds who already there. we snap few pictures and went up to the concert hall.

this building is gorgeous, still under construction

Just arrived at the stadium

the stadium on my back, fascinating isn't it?

muka mamat nie macam mukmin. terkejut mula-mula ingat mukmin pun pergi jugak

A must have picture for going to concert - a snap outside the entrance

Before masuk, ada la few merchandise yang dia jual, I mampu beli button jer coz itu pun dah cost me 10$ and t-shirt sold at 40$, convert RM da berapa kan. Tapi ok la at least I got something walaupun hanya empat biji button jer.

nie lah dia button berharga 10 dollar. kalau dekat malaysia da RM24.00 da harga dia

Masuk jer dekat dalam, rasa kagum yang amat sangat coz the stadium itself memang dah sangat lawa pada luar, then bila masuk dalam, memang sangat smart lah, sangat comfortable.

The stage

JOHO merayap tengok concert pulak..haha

Before the concert starts, kitorang pegi dekat stadium lounge coz ada refreshment dekat sana. This is the 1st concert yang I pergi ada refreshment for every guess ok. I had pepsi and few dishes all for free and sedap pulak tu. Memang Terbaek lah!

sedapnya dapt makan

the food - chicken dumpling and potato skin - with pepsi

concert partner this time is khalif

7.30 sharp the concert started and Saosin the support act made the first performance followed by Rise Against after that. Well, I tak nak highlight sangat pasal dua band nie coz I first heard of them pun masa beli ticket nie and their performance for me are good for the kickstart before muse kick our ass out. They're not bad though.

VJ Utt as the host

Saosin made their performance

rock habis ah!

Turn for rise against pulak

siap naik atas spaker tu...ganas2!

Rise Against finished at around 9.20pm lebih kurang and next is MUSE punya turn. Even diorang belum nak perform pun crowd dah mula menjerit-jerit dah. U guys tau tak for Muse performance, diorang tak guna instruments yang the previous two bands dah guna. All those were kept behind and the new one was used and all peoples yang before this control lighting and sound also tukar kepada mat saleh yang I rasa MUSE punya tour crew. See, this is what we call STAR and MUSE is really a STAR.

Backdrop for muse - sangat canggih la

Waiting for muse to perform - berdebar-debar

10.00pm, MUSE made their entrance and the crowd hysterically shouted and yelled. Their new song "Uprising" do the opening and there's no turning back. One thing yang I perasan masa MUSE perform is that all the audiences were standing, something yang tak berlaku masa saosin and rice against perform. Again, MUSE dah buktikan yang diorang memang STAR sejati, haha.

Finally its time for muse

warrgghhh!!!!suka2!!!

Then the shows continue and the concert is getting hotter when MUSE sang their hits songs. supermassive blackhole, hysteria, starlight, plug in baby, all those ada malam tu and sangat puas hati dapat dengar lagu tu secara live. Memang tak ada rasa langsung nak duduk and I was jumping on my seat as well as those standing crowds. Amazing! And the most waited part, the lasers. Hell damn good! memang MUSE punya trademark, electronic music+lasers sangat sebati dengan diorang and no other bands done it better than they do.

Supermassive blackhole kalau tak silap time nie

Spectacular laser effects - the best part of the night

Seeing the laser, It was just like dreams come true, coz I always wanted to experience it myself after I watched several of their videos in MTV, Grammy and lain-lain jugak. Sangat happening and fantastic! MUSE performed for one and half hour, around 11.30pm, they said goodbye to the audiences and the night ends after that. Dalam hati berkata, "MUSE really rocks my heart away and now I'm sad the night is finally at its end".

Matthew Bellamy * love love *

Christopher Wolstenholme

Dominic Howard

So after that, kitorang dengan laju get out from the stadium coz after this kitorang terus balik johor and we have to be fast to avoid the jam dekat area stadium tu.

Just few things yang I nak highlight, that night there's this one family yang datang and sat beside me. I was impressed with their parent coz their two sons yang beriya-iya nak tengok concert nie, but the parent is supportive enough to bring them here. Padahal orang tua-tua kan tak berapa layan lagu-lagu macam nie, but still for their children, they don't mind. I spoke with them and turned out rupanya going for concerts is already been their pastime activities. Before nie pun da banyak concert yang diorang pergi sama-sama like Linkin Park (and the father said Linkin Park is soooo good) and currently they are waiting for Peter cetera punya concert dekat Chicago, siap dah book ticket lagi. Bayangkan nak tengok concert pun boleh sampai US tau.

This is the family - Untie Yasmin, Uncle Omar, Zulkarnain and Iskandar

Owh, I adore light blue skinny pant yang Matthew Bellamy pakai semalam. Macam menarik colour dia and the outfit is just in time dia perform semalam. I wonder how would the same pant looks on me. haha, yang pasti bukan lah macam matthew kan, tapi nak cuba carik la seluar yang macam tu.

See...cute kan seluar biru cair itu...

Lastly before this ada yang mengutuk I beli tiket sampai RM320 just to watch for maybe two or three hour shows. Actually this thing is subjective kot since everybody ada minat masing-masing and they have certain point of limit to make their effort for making their interest work for them. Frankly speaking I am a big fan of MUSE and RM320 is still in my limit and if you were me yesterday, seeing my favorite artist performed live in front of me, it's a once in a lifetime experience and I tak tau lagi when is the next time I'm gonna see them. Its either yesterday or never. So the question if the RM320 I spent is worth the value or not, I would say It fucking worth every penny spent.OK

Well cakap ja memang takde guna. If u guys memang minat mana-mana artist and nak tau how does it feel bila tengok diorang perform live, this is the only way. Coz kata-kata, sometimes just boleh membayangkan, even not enough sometimes, but the real experience, priceless. Next attractions, maybe u guys might want to consider on going for it:

Paramore

Placebo

Deep Purple

I will upload the video of the shows on the next entries. Uploading videos is never easy and too slow!

perfect 10 thumbs up!

2010-02-04T02:20:00.002+08:00

1.14am - I just arrived from singapore (terbongkang)

11.40pm - Big night out Just ended

Comments :

Hell yeah!!!memang mengagumkan. Hanya jauhari yang mengenal manikam, so sapa yang xkenal MUSE memang sial!! tak guna cakap banyak, esok I update psl concert yang baru jer I attend td. As a foreword, It's truly spectacular, hebat, kacak, pendek kata MUSE memang hebat. sekarang mata dah mengantuk satu hari journey yang buat singapore tue macam jarak rumah I dengan tempat kerja. Good night every one. Owh tak lupa, selamat malam Matthew Bellamy. I can still hear you.

(",)

BIG NIGHT OUT 2010 - Commencing in 9 hours

2010-02-03T09:50:00.004+08:00

Hell yeah!!! Finally the date is here and rasa macam tak percaya yang it's really happening. Malam nie I akan berada di Singapore Indoor Stadium for Big Night Out 2010 and yang pasti MUSE gonna rock my heart away. Owh! I love them. There were so many obstacles before I finally made this thing to this point. Macam nak bina bangunan la kan, bila kita byk sgt outsource workforce, sure akan selalu tukar-tukar contractor. OK dah merepek. But yeah, that was it, I was so happy and excited that finally I'm gonna meet MUSE after I missed them during the World Stage. Now I still in my office, finish some works although they were not gonna be finished in short. I took half-day today and leave to khalif's in UTM in the noon then only we head to Singapore. Oh, jangan lupa Ali Cafe Cik Bakar dengan Nescafe Cik lala....Hoorayyy!!

haa, tengok nie, siap google map tau supaya tak sesat time drive nanti

CrOcs...CrOcS...

2010-02-02T08:50:00.004+08:00

hoyeaah hoyeaah hoyeaah!!! boleh bersorak dengan gembira sekali coz finally barang idaman dah pun berada dalam genggaman. Tapi kenapa happy sangat pulak?...ok2, dalam previous entry kan I ada cakap yang I suka this one crocs sandal, but I pergi kat tebrau siap dah habis stok, dekat singapore pulak tak ada saiz. So yesterday I pergi pulak crocs Bukit Indah, and yeay!!! ada crocs itu. Just that at first I really crave for the red one, but dekat outlet tu pun yang merah tak ada saiz untuk kaki I.

Red is Sizzlin HOT!

Kadang nak menyumpah jer kenapa la kaki nie besar sangat and why when buying crocs, you should get one with one size bigger than your actual size. Then tengok-tengok balik variety yang ada, I tertarik dengan this one khakis colored, or senang cakap nude color. Size pun ade, so I pun try. NICE! memang muat, sedap and lawa. Plus, salesperson tu cakap the one I tried is the new colour along with yellow and light pink, and I rasa dah nampak ramai kot yang pakai merah, tapi tak pernah nampak yang pakai nude colour. So, without second thought, I terus jer cakap ok, and tadaaaaa!!! I dah ada crocs baru. smiling (",)

muka girang :p

duduk dalam tu diam-diam eh...

this is it, new troops of my shoe armies

Singapore Day Out

2010-02-01T13:39:00.007+08:00

Yes, yesterday is sunday, and just one day after fun day of the outing, I gerak pulak pergi singapore just for fun. haha, macam siot jer ayat, pergi singapore just for fun, ape dekat Johor nie dah tak fun lagi? huhu. Bukanlah. JB is fun, indeed all the times, but sometimes nak jugak kan bergembira dekat tempat orang. Actually it was a last minute idea that tiba-tiba syima texted me and ask if we want to do it. Well, since dah lama kot tak pergi sana, and plus khalif sangat eager nak merasa driving experience dekat singapore, so everybody voted yes! And that morning, kitorang isi minyak, full tank tu in case takut sesat kan, siap beli map semua, then gerak la pergi woodlands. After custom check and clearance semua, dalam 10.30am kitorang dah ada di bumi singapore. memang sangat teruja lah!

Mr. Driver, lihat mukanya sangat neves drive, tapi dia berjaya!!!

First destination is rumah cik lala dekat clementi coz we gonna park our car there and go downtown by mrt. Bukan nak berlagak la, but with map and few experience on singapore roads, the journey is so easy, even kitorang memang tak sesat on the way come and go back from singapore.

Arriving at Clementi, gambar tiada muka coz salah setting *wink*

Since kitorang just ada masa yang pendek jer, yang kitorang boleh pergi is just orchard la kan, singapore's heaven for shoppers. Plus focus hari tu is nak cari hadiah untuk nur (syima's sis) and I pulak nak carik crocs idaman. Gedik gila macam kat johor xde jual crocs. Last-last, memang tak dapat pun coz crocs yang colour I nak tu dah habis, merasa balik tangan kosong. Out of 100 dollar yang I tukar, just guna 12 dollars jer. Sangat tak percaya yang finally I,ve become a big saver, haha.

Sempat promo JOHO dalam MRT

Khalif and syima, this one dekat @313...the new shopping mall

escalator dia berlampu-lampu, and the whole floor kat shopping complex nie berkarpet yer.

Panas terik, Singapore bukan negara beriklim sejuk...huhu

JOHO berleluasa dimana-mana

I'm a bad citizen...yeah!!!

Then after finished at orchard, kitorang pergi arab street semua, tapi tak lama pun coz sangat best! padahal kaki macam nak tercabut dah.

Robot cute dekat children muzeum...this one dekat Arab Street

Then went back to clementi, had our dinner and dalam pukul 9.10pm camtu, kitorang gerak balik JB. journey dari clementi sampai woodlands took jus about 20 minutes jer. Before this kalau nak balik JB kena bergegas-gegas coz nk catch up train and bus, nak queue untuk custom check. Sekarang naik kereta, semua benda jadi mudah. Senang cerita, if korang nak pergi singapore, consider la untuk bawak kereta. memudahkan dan menjimatkan masa. I dulu first time nak bawak kereta pun takut jugak. Tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, sampai bila tak mahu belajar kan. And I google a lot, pasal procedures dekat checkpoint la, apa yang kena bayar, how the route is and macam-macam lagi. Now dah tahu, memang memudahkan hidup. Those yang maybe nak consider pergi singapore dengan kereta, u guys can check these sites for more info.

Good Luck!

http://www.singaporeguides.info/html/general-info/point-of-entry.shtml

http://www.visitsingapore.com/publish/stbportal/en/home/getting_here/driving_into_singapore.html

http://www.lta.gov.sg/

**malam nie nak pergi bukit indah pulak, sambung usaha mencarik crocs idaman, and sorry banyak gambar sendiri, tetiba obses pulak dengan diri sendiri.

JOHO Outing

2010-02-01T11:12:00.012+08:00

It jus happened last weekend, so kira fresh lagi la event nie. Its another event organized by JOHO, something yang I rase makin suka untuk get involved in such things and this is second event organized by JOHO yang I join. Basically, event outing nie is a get together among JOHO members and at the same time tour sekitar JB untuk photoshoot. So, not only kita boleh kenal kawan-kawan baru, but boleh share juga teknik-teknik nak amik gambar, like how much exposure or ISO needed in certain lighting condition, or maybe angle-angle yang menarik untuk kita capture because the picture itself tell thousands of stories. Surely untuk deliver cerita-cerita itu semua, it need us to be creative so that bila orang tengok gambar tu, bukan saja sebab dia smart, tapi boleh faham based on the visual narration.

On the road, on the way...

On that day, as being advertised, kitorang gathered dekat depan pejabat pos Johor Bahru, lebih kurang 2.30 macam tu, almost semua orang dah sampai. I met bella and her friends there, then kitorang register and we were assigned to our group.

All the participants...meriah!! - credits to Reza Mohammed

meet bella borra, and her friends..besar occay plat JOHO tu :p

pose during the briefing...sempat ajer

Hari tu sedih coz by time I nak beli JOHO button, benda tue dah pun habis. Azrafe kata nanti diorang buat yang baru then boleh la kitorang beli, aku tungu eh John! haha.

sob sob sob...nak button nie...

So, after dah gerak dengan group masing-masing tu, bermula sesi photoshoot kitorang. Rasa kerdil gila kot, coz time tue, majority orang yang datang suma ada DSLR masing-masing, ade yang siap wide lens la, also few other things yang I xtaw pun tapi yang I bawak, my 3 years old Sony digital camera jer. Noob giler la, haha. Kitorang move on from taman depan building MBJB tu, then pergi depan gerbang Istana Sultan Abu Bakar, then head out to Segek area.

JOHO on the grass, cute la pulak kan

bella in the act

manusia yang busy menjayakan photoshoot

There,s a model, and a lot of photographer to shoot.

There, kitorang lalu dekat Jalan Dhoby, Masjid India, the Segek itself and it was very colourful there. Pantang ada post yang menarik, memang tercapture la gambar, mine were too. The most interesting part is that, during photoshoot nie, semua orang pun tak kisah pun dekat mana nak amik gambar tu. Tengah jalan, depan pintu rumah orang, bawah ampaian yang berserabut, sampai dinding kedai yang baru cat pun boleh jadi background.

I like This one, the subject is not bella, tapi orang-orang di dalam cermin itu

dekat kedai roti yang sangat antic oven dia, tapi puff dia super sedap!

campaign jangan buang sampah merata-rata

grab jer sapa-sapa yang lalu, then gambar itu akan menjadi unik

yeah!!!the road is mine!

sangat harmoni gambar nie...

JOHO dimana-mana...smart kan?

Finally I know how to read tamil...barulah 1 Malaysia...

Gambar bella paling smart...aok style skali bella

Tengah jalan pun boleh shoot, memang tak bahaya kan jalan kat malaysia nie

time nie owner scooter tu baru jer park, terus si bella nie duduk (tapi dia takut katanya)

After habis free photoshoot tu, kitorang went up to the rooftop of Plaza Seni, coz that time ada session with Kukubesi, the noted Photographer, memang taiko la. Dalam Rantai punya art event, dia selalu ada. During that session, dia share a technique in photography called CLS kalau tak silap, and sempat juga la demonstrate few photoshoots, and the outcome are...MARVELLOUS!!! Kukubesi memang terbaik lah!

Presenting, Kukubesi!!!...

CLS demonstration

Teknik sendiri, nameless...haha

ini memang terbaekk!!!lagi sekali aok memang style bella!

Lebih kurang pukul 6.15 macam tu, we already came to the end of the day, so everybody pun say goodbye to each other, ada yang lepak dekat kedai mamak kat bawah, but I balik terus coz nak gerak pergi tebrau after that. Overall, again JOHO berjaya organize satu event yang memang happening and fun. It's good to know people there and there is one guy in my group yang I rase interesting. First dia intro nama dia Kojeck, and I rase pelik coz his face memang sangat macam chinese, and chinese rarely choose that name. Turned out dia mix rupanya, so baru la tau cerita yang sebenar. Melayu rupanya, no wonder la nick dia pun macam melayu. Adore gambar-gambar yang dia amik, and camera dia. I'm so jealous coz he has one while I have none, haha.

haa...ini lah dia, kojeck...aka khairul azhar, sangat chinese look kan...

my new JOHO plate, thanx to kojeck, orang lain jangan jeles coz I jer yang ade plat macam nie

Paling penting, nyanyi lagu negeri Johor dekat rooftop as a tribute to our late Sultan, memang rare. So, till then, hopefully to see you guys on next JOHO event. Can't wait!!

The end of the day - credits to Reza Mohammed

Happy turning 23 Melor...

2010-01-27T15:40:00.007+08:00

Yes, semalam 26th January 2010 was melor's 23rd birthday. Siapa melor sebenarnya? dipendekkan cerita kiranya melor nie is one of my closest friend. Kenal dekat UTM time final semester in my second year. Orangya putih gebu, origins from Sarawak and sekarang dah macam penduduk tetap JB dah. Kalau nak tau lagi banyak boleh pergi dekat blog khalif. So for celebration, yesterday kitorang berlima, "The Old Five of Us" gather dekat living room untuk tujuan itu. Purposely suruh melor datang lambat sikit so that kitorang tak kelam kabut, and things went as we planned. Melor tiup lilin kek dia, dapat hadiah dia and yang paling penting dapat jumpa kawan-kawan dia yang best nie. So, untuk melor, I wished you a whole year marvellous 23, may it be a wonderful year, filled with happiness and joy, and tak lupa jugak success untuk setiap benda yang kau nak buat. Wish you all the best and good day ahead. Some picz taken yesterday:

melor and her presie - cotton fabric yang sangat diidamkan

Just like old time - Five of us

Apela yang lawak sangat si syima tu?

Ok. memang lawak and kitorang pun tertawa bersama

syima da xlarat nak gelak, kalep pura-pura cool

Sekarang masa untuk serious

Hidden mickey, boleh masuk disney channel!

Lepas nie waiting are:

Syima - 31st March

Dayah - 22nd May

Me - 22nd September

Khalif - 25th September

Sime Darby Plantation R&D Day 2010

2010-01-26T12:03:00.008+08:00

This is the newest event I tattended and the fact is, it was yesterday actually. So ini lah dia benda yang berkaitan dengan baju belang-belang ungu tue.

meja yang telah dikhaskan untuk kami, ouuhh...terharu sangat :p

my work colleagues - Kak Gee and Suparasami from Morakott

Actually the event was organized by the R&D division of Sime Darby, to gather all under one roof and having talks, discussion, presentation of latest research paper, also a platform for us to meet.

Umat manusia yang datang, a lot of them

Since R&D for Sime Darby kan sangat besar, across continent lagi, so nak jumpa selalu memang susah. But, organizing such even yang macam nie, time nie la nak borak-borak, pasal kejer, pasal ape-ape jer la, yang penting sharing thoughts. And as part of Innovation Centre-Asia staff, I was invited to this event. Mula-mula sangat malas nak pergi, but dah boss suruh kan, pergi jer la. Tapi bila da pergi, hamik ko! memang best giler la. Dapat jumpa orang-orang suma and get involved dengan R&D thngy dengan lebih dekat lagi. Kagum bila ramai researcher-researcher of Sime Darby present paper diorang, siap dapat IP lagi. I still have a long journey to go. The day went bila Tun Musa Hitam rasmikan event tu, and melawat booth-booth yang ade dekat situ.

New product launching - Loves the laser *MUSE2!!!

The new products invented

Tun musa Hitam tour to our booth (benda silver gold itu adalah handmade chocz yer)

nie nak makan coklat ker nak jaga booth?

Then Lunch time, sedap gila makanan occay! paling tak boleh lupa dia punya tiramisu! The best in the world aku rase. Rasa coffe dia, mascarpone cheese, and sweetness dia. Memang blend in sangat-sangat lah.

lunch time...

Yummy tiramisu, best I've ever eaten (kalah secret weyh)

Session afternoon dimulakan dengan paper presentation, break for tea and continue balik lepas tu until 5.30. Then ada dialog session dengan Head of R&D division, followed by closing speech and ceremony by Datuk Azhar, MD of SD Plantation.

one of 13 papers presentation

dialog session with R&D Head

Overall, memang memenatkan plus after that kitorang terpaksa rush balik JB malam tu jugak. Selasa kan hari bekerja. Tp satu hari yang sangat informative and fruitful. Baru sedar, yang I have to be more than just me to be in this place. Looooooong way to go Syafiq!

The end of tiring yet bermakna day

Itu sahaja untuk minggu ini *wink (",)

SOULed OUT Cafe & Bistro

2010-01-26T11:14:00.008+08:00

Well, last weekend I was in KL and I found this one great place. Its a very suitable place untuk kita lepak-lepak, chill out dengan kawan-kawan. Memang best la. Tapi tak sangka pulak, coz selama nie selalu lepak dekat karma, I wasn't aware about this place. Padahal jus a few blocks away from karma kot. Well this place, or cafe or restaurant, whatever it is, called SOULed OUT terletak dekat mont kiara, one of hottest spot kt kl untuk lepak-lepak. Just if you guys yang tak pernah terfikir nak lepak dekat mont kiara nie, seriously there are a lot of great places. Dekat shoplex macam-macam ada, and dekat sunrise jugak. But, biasanya if lepak dkt mont kiara, I selalu pergi Solaris, coz dekat sini, outlet lagi banyak and it's more happening here. Tak pun selalunyer pergi karma jer la. It's one of our (I dengan kawan-kawan) place. OK! back to this SOULed out, tempat nie meang gerek la. Environment memang hip, penuh dengan mat saleh, rasa macam bukan dekat malaysia. The food are nice, sedap giler, and the drinks, sangat-sangat unik. It's so relaxing to be here and chill out with your friends. Well, cakap jer tak guna, better tengok jer gambar kat bawah and nilaikan sendiri.

The bar

Chill out huh?

The Outer terrace

The foods

Tak payah susah-susah cari parking, just prepare RM20 :p

The vallet

One thing if you guys nak pergi sini, just bear with the price. Coz I can say, They're overprice kot, but standardla if it's in mont kiara, and the cafe just has its own class, so the price speak for them. And paling best, after you guys bayar bil, akan dapat cd free. Gembira bila dapat cd tue, dengan tajuk retro song, and graphic yang menarik, rasa berbaloi kalau makan kat sini. tapi bila check dekat bil, the CD was included. Tapi nasib baik it's for charity kan, plus my boss yang bayar, bukan I. So I just keep the CD for myself :p

Retro by SOULed OUT

Well, actually I had dinner with my colleagues here that I get to know this place. Chosen by Nienke (she's my boss actually), obviously it was a great decision. We had a very soothing and relaxed dinner. Some of my colleagues from IC europe and IC africa were also there. It's a once in a while get together and it was good to be there. Thanks nienke for the treat too (",)

Ralf, Patience, KAk Gee and Maslia

Liew, Tuan, Suparasami and Nienke

OMG!!! that was so funny! martein at tip

One IC team - Europe, Africa, Asia

Right after the dinner, we went to SDCC to check our booth for tomorrow's convention. Frankly speaking, memang sangat mess kot tempat tu, dengan booth kitorang yg tak siap lagi, tak tau mana orang yang sepatutnya buat tu pergi. After buat kerja-kerja semua, kitorang mahu bergerak pulang coz esok will be a one long day. Before balik tu, sempat juga sneak in masuk dalam convention hall and amazed. Sangat cantik! Can't wait for tomorrow.

Berselerak

Satu poster pun belum tampal, memang nak kena marah

The main convention hall, AWESOME!!

Happy 62nd Birthday Daddy!

2010-01-26T09:05:00.007+08:00

Yep, 62 years old. That is my dad's age as 22nd January 2010. Quite an age kan...huhu. So last saturday kitorg satu family berbuat kebaikan untuk celebrate birthday ayah I nie. Well, mula-mula memang plan nk beli favorite cheesecake dia, but give it a second thought, lagi bagus kalau kita sendiri yang buatkan untuk dia kan. So dengan hati yang tabah, "Operation Cheesecake" commenced. Kitorang bake daripada pukul 2.00 and pukul 4.30 kot baru siap.Then warap terus masuk fridge.

Fruit Cheese cake, tak boleh cakap sedap, nanti kata puji diri sendiri

Lepas tu dengan keadaan kelam kabut, terus siap-siap coz nak book tempat untuk dinner malam nanti. penat fikir, last-last we decided to go to Chop & Stik steak house dekat kampung baru. So, lepas book semua, sampai rumah, kemas-kemas sampai ayah aku pun pelik kenapa nak kena kemas rumah maghrib-maghrib nie (banyaknya pekataan beganda). Then dalam pukul 8.00 camtu, kitorang pun get ready untuk suprisekan birthday dad. Time tu, dia ada dalam bilik tengah besiap nak keluar dinner, and tak disangka kitorang termissed time dia keluar bilik. So tepaksala buat backup plan, time tu ayah I went to to kitchen to grab something, so masa dia nak keluar pada dapur tu, time tu la kitorang suprisekan dia. And it worked!

SUrpriSeeeee!!!!

So after that, potong kek, acara ambil-ambil gambar, then terus head out pergi kampung baru.

birthday dad

my proud parent - mum and dad

Family Potrait

tak abis-abis nak betulkan ape pun tak tau

macam bini muda jer....haha

kek yang dibuat

si pemakan kek

bergambar-bergambar...

Well, steak house nie boleh dikatakan agak faymes jugak la. I've been here once dengan Batul dulu. The surrounding ok la, boleh tahan relaxing.

Jauh dari shah alam semata-mata for my dad. Thanx cous!

akak dengan cousin sendiri pun jadik. hish

Aku dgn Adiputra. haha

Just two things yang tak berapa best. First dia punya parking yang memang sangat la limited and jalan yang kecik buatkan dia lagi sesak. Second is kalau nak pergi makan dekat sini, either kena book awal-awal or you can try your luck gettting a table but trust me, it gonna be a very long wait. Coz orang yang datang memang sangat ramai. So, pada sapa yang nak pergi tempat nie, rujuk la google map di bawah. ambil bulatan pahang sebagai reference.

Sila besarkan kalau tak nampak

Tak percaya

2010-01-26T01:23:00.003+08:00

Macam tak percaya jer,

rasa macam baru sekejap tadi,

aku ada dekat KL...

teperesuk dalam jam dekat federal highway...

Betapa rindunya aku denga hiruk-pikuk kota.

and sekarang, aku still pakai baju yang sama,

kemeja rona-rona ungu berbelang kelabu,

tie yang tidak terikat,

black unplitted front slack...

belang-belang ungu dan kelabu

kenapa tiba-tiba gamber belang-belang nie?

saja nak bagitahu, baju aku colour dia macam nie lah.

cuma tempat jer yang berubah.

tadi aku di kuala lumpur, sekarang d pasir gudang.

Canggihnya dunia sekarang...

just in few hours difference,

you can be in two far different places.

and it's very far...

dunia canggih tapi....?

- selamat malam -

Long meditation ago...

2010-01-22T15:31:00.002+08:00

Ok, now I'm updating. Sangat lama meninggalkan blog (6 hari pun dikira lama kan?) To be honest, a lot of things happened this past few days and in fact, too much. Sampai tak tahu nak handle yang mane satu, and orang kata that's when you play your role in an act called life. Too much things, ada yang baik, ada jugak yang tak baik. One thing for sure, semua benda-benda tu sangatlah memenatkan. Sampai satu tahap ada rasa, lantak lah ape nak jadi pun jadi lah. Like I care anyway. Ok, now the blogging mood gone again. Just now ada thousands idea nak tulis, then tiba-tiba semua idea hilang sebab td pause writing post sebab ada kerja yang perlu I fokuskan. Since I declared myself a good blogger, I,ll just stop here coz one of rule being a blogger is that kita perlu berhenti menulis bila kita tak rasa untuk menulis. So, till then la yer. I,ll wait for the next idea to strike. Bye :-) (",) :p

...

2010-01-16T20:26:00.002+08:00

RIDICULOUS!!!

I can't believe you just did that.

Move on PEOPLE!!!

don't lick your spit back.

Sorry, I forgot...

It's not yours, it's him by the way.

Other people is not the reason to blame ,

it's just you the total mistakes.

Plus, the time was never wrong.

and it's not LOVE anymore,

It's a feeling called SYMPATHY.

Think.

mimpi atau realiti? - tak tahu nak buat apa

2010-01-14T11:08:00.003+08:00

Yes, masa emosi terganggu kini tiba lagi. Sangat tak suka dengan perasaan yang macam nie. Ingatkan bila dah habis gerhana minggu lepas boleh la nampak bulan terang, but seperti yang dikata Shakespeare, "true eclipse beauty, worn only by someone who already behind it". Waklu la Shakespeare oi!!! aku rasa macam nak mati dah fikirkan masalah hidup yang tak pernah kering seperti gurun sahara nie. Yesterday, I was in a meeting that at the end of it, my boss asked me to stay awhile yang dia ada sesuatu nak bincang dengan aku, and I was wondering what could it be about? adakah presentation aku tak bagus, or results aku salah, atau maybe aku dapat confirmation yang finally aku adalah chemist untuk Sime Darby Innovation Centre - Asia? wake up syafiq!!! They weren't all that, and instead of those, I was told that my service might not be needed anymore and subjected to permanent termination after the training period ends. I was like, "ok, dulu kau kata lain, sekarang kau kata ini pulak? "..tiba-tiba rasa macam dunia aku tak ada masa depan, semua jadi gelap. Kalau aku tak kerja, macam mana aku nk hidup, shopping, berendut, and macam-macam lagi lah. And the discussion went a bit more after that but I was professionally unoffended by the news, but personally, it was like taking a bullet. The reason is simple, There are only two positions opened for chemist and currently one had recently been filled by someone who is more senior than me, and obviously dia lagi competent dari aku. But for the other one position, someone that go through the same program like me, already being interviewed and just waiting for the letter to be signed. Aku bukanlah nak jadik racist atau ape pun, but it was very obvious. I won't say what it is but whoever read this, I'm sure you're big enough to understand the point. Rasa macam diri nie tak berguna, macam ape yg aku buat for the whole five and half months before are nothing. Bersengkang mata siapkan kerja, bengkak otak sebab nak fikirkan the bost solution untuk customer yang macam pukimak keinginan mereka (now aku dah mula mencarut), and dealings with almost all impossible people, and also embarassing moments throughout the months, all for nothing. Dibayar RM1500 sebulan and until now aku telah dibayar RM8500 sebagai upah pekerjaan itu, all you can say is "I'm sorry but I have to say your chances to absorbed is small" and "Maybe you want to consider on taking another opportunities" is totally broke my heart like smashed window at level 88 of KLCC twin tower, brings me to nowhere. Rasa macam kena reject dengan kekasih hati pun tak macam nie. Kalau lah kerja nie merupakan kekasih aku, lama da aku ckp "memang dulu I tak suka you, tapi lama-lama bila I selalu dengan you, I dah start sayangkan you and I memang nak hidup dengan you". Then dia reply "Its ok, but it's really over" DUSH!! tepat terkena dekat rusuk kanan. terkesima and tak tahu ape yg perlu dilakukan. Malam tadi lepak dengan sahabat karib and duduk semeja dan berkongsi kesakitan nie, sambil mencari apa jalan penyelesaian terbaik untuk kes nie. Since the duration left about another five and half months, maybe aku akan try lagi untuk dua bulan, and if there's nothing changed about the words, then I think it was real then. I'll be quitting, and cari kerja lain, yang tak tahu lagi bila akan dapat, and adakah aku bersedia untuk ditemuduga semula. Life is just easy when we think it is not, but it's really not when we think it is. Apa aku merepek nie, tak tahulah.korang baca and fahamkan. kalau tak faham pun tak apa. Ini kisah hidup aku, kisah korang, mungkin lebih baik dari aku. Alhamdulillah.

** sorry, entry agak panjang dan membosankan tanpa gambar berwarna-warni. tiade mood.

Mari singkir lemak dan makan besi

2010-01-12T10:58:00.006+08:00

Alrite, menyahut seruan Kalep yang mahu aku mix post aku supaya ada yang ditulis dalam bahasa melayu. rasa macam kekok and nak keluarkan statement Sharifah Amani dekat FFM "I feel like stupid talking in malay" tapi nanti mati kena caras dengan media. Ok, lengan! Entry kali ini aku nak share dengan korang pasal one of many activities yang aku buat untuk memeriahkan hidup aku kat Johor Bahru tercinta which is Gymming atau dalam bahasa melayu ditafsirkan sebagai pergi ke gym dan membakar lemak berlebihan. So gym yang aku pergi nie dinamakan Clark Hatch Excite Fitness Centre, terletak di Danga Bay, sejauh 51km daripada rumah sewa aku atau 30minit perjalanan dengan kelajuan 110km/jam.

inilah dia, Clark Hatch Excite Danga Bay

Ironically, aku join gym nie bukanlah sebab aku memang nak get fit or lose weight (walaupun niat tu memang dah ada sejak dulu) but coz member aku ajak yang beriya-iya tu. Plus that time, clark hatch ada buat promotion one month trial for only 50ringgit, So aku pun roll in dalam package tu. Tak dinafikan memang mula-mula join tu sangat semangat la. Berlari-lari, melompat-lompat, mengangkat-angkat, pendek kata memang semua benda pun semangat.

Yana semangat berpusing-pusing

Leg press, tak ingat bahagian mana

But maybe sebab time and distance constraint kot, and those things require lot of papers called money, so after one month trial tu, aku stop for a month and now I'm gymming back. Dia punya price ok la because RM390 only for three months, and its get cheaper for longer period like RM600 for six months and RM900++ for a year subscription. Equipments dekat sini boleh tahan la complete.

Workout place

Mase lepas workout, xnampak kurus kan? :p

Four-storeys building, lengkap dengan semua peralatan such as treadmill, bicycle, and segala macam barang untuk cardio and stamina, lepas tu equipments untuk muscle building, ade studio untuk menari, and there are classes too yang korang boleh join engikut hari-hari yang ditetapkan, also steam bath and sauna and tak lupa, massage area untuk melegakan ketegangan exercise. see!!! lengkap sangat kan. And shower area dia style juga la, so macam selesa je kalau workout dekat sini.

locker room

the sink, in the shower room of course

After workout and shower, boleh la rest dekat lobi tengok tv, baca paper and ada disediakan instant brewer untuk coffee, tea or milo for refreshment.

the lobby, comfy isn't it?

So, for those yang rasa ada masa terluang tu, boleh la fikir-fikir that maybe this can be your leisure kan. Besides, there's nothing wrong trying to get fit. Pada yang berminat, you can get more info from

http://www.clarkhatch.com.my/

atau hubungi contact person di bawah. Nama dia fendy and he's the sales person for Danga Bay branch. Not sure if he's still single, tapi kalau berminat boleh juga try, orang kata sambil mnyelam minum air...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=703528793&ref=ts

** Some of pictures are credit too Fendy

Green peas @ Green bean?

2010-01-10T23:23:00.003+08:00

Currently am addicted to green peas,

or maybe green bean to be exact...

owh, green is so beautiful,

just as why I always love green since then.

and apparently, I made a right choice.

Always will, love green, also Green Bean.

U are so perfect!

**Currently I love to mix metaphor with facts in my post, including this one. Green bean, owh, you're so irresistable.

strawberry shortcake

2010-01-10T03:30:00.002+08:00

I moved on from the past,

all chapters ended and it's time for new book.

"Chuck Sagacious Vol. 3"

now the clock out with my cock out,

I reconfigure my life with hope,

the new one gonna work my life better.

I don't need the old characters,

I won't write the old style,

and it's not the same old story.

It's new and fresh, beautiful and alive.

Those unnecessary just step back,

coz even an empty space seems full when you stepped in.

I hate liars, and it gonna stay that way, EVER.

Truth

2010-01-08T15:27:00.004+08:00

I screwed up, I know it, and I'm sorry.

The only reason is, I don't wanna cheat on you anymore.

Maybe my tongue danced a song "I Like You",

but my heart even tango on other person heart.

I can't keep lying to you coz it feels bad,

I'm already a bad person, and don't wish to make me worse.

you're a great person, and that makes you deserve a better one.

Trust me, I like you, and I love you more than never,

It just that one is never enough for me.

I like you, but the list still going behind your back.

And it feels bad to say you're my only one,

but the fact is, there are other people.

I hope you can understand why I'm doing this,

coz all is to make myself a better person,

for doing things that is right for you,

although it took away something that I really loved.

I'm a bad lover, but at least I won't lie anymore to you.

That is why I left you.

I'm sorry, forever.

7 tips of becoming a good blogger

2010-01-07T09:55:00.006+08:00

I read it at shawn's blog and took it out to share with you guys. Simple, if you are in attempt of becoming a good blogger, this is what you should do :

How often? : Well, this refers to how frequent did you update your blog. Blogger always have something to talk about and they write. I remember one friend said a true blogger update his/her at least 7-8 times a day

Readership goals : Know your readers, and try to understand them. You won't talk about computer software to a granny or how to knit to an engineer. They read your pieces, so try to get their attention.

Site stats : I used to think this is not important, but it is. Having site stats motivate you to blog. In what way, depends on how many hits did you get. Get some tracking software and impress with yourself that maybe you have visitors from Africa, etc.

To stick to a topic, or not : This is specific. If you choose to just write about something and just that, you might gather visitors who got the same interest. If you talk generally, then everybody is your visitors. Be master for one, but creative for all.

Use photos : This is important! photo shares thousands of stories and people won't get boring to look at your photo. It doesn't have to be yours, as long as it's a photo, it already a relaxer with the colours and stories.

Size matters : people have short attention span, so don't bore them with novel-long like paragraph. Have a break and section. Put pictures, animation, etc. Just make it alive. If you still reading this until now, I'm flattered.

A break is better than crap : At some point when you feel like not to blog or don't know what to write, it's okay to have a break. Don't write craps, it made you lose your visitor.

There they are. So, happy blogging folks.

Deal closed

2010-01-07T08:59:00.004+08:00

I'm not going to pretend like it never happened

and I guess something need to be worked on.

I call it quit, and I wanna stop here, Now.

You can have him if you want,

or not to have him if you don't want to.

at this point of time, this is not what matters to me.

I'm not a boyfriend, so there's no right for me to say anything.

I'll just be smart, to not fighting over something that seems

to be mine, but it was not...let's call a truce

because there's just too much scorched land.

We were just friend, so you free to go and do whatever you want

I won't even care or get in between you two.

Because us, is impossible.

but you and him, there's a lot of possibility there.

I quit, and I back off. Don't talk to me about this anymore.

I Know NOTHING, cheers

10 things not to buy in 2010

2010-01-06T18:10:00.004+08:00

Yahoo! made it a headline in their homepage today and it caught my attention that maybe I should have a look so I won't buy things that are not 2010. Well, I'd rather not to read it since one of things they said not to buy, I already bought one recently. Let's look at the review written by Anna Maria Andriotis which is available at smartmoney.com, and here are the list that you people shouldn't buy if you are still alive in 2010:

On top of the list-DVD. I'm pretty sure what they meant by DVD is the disc itself, not the player. This is totally made sense since people rarely bought DVD to watch. They'd rather download it from the net or just go to cinema to watch it. Even some maybe prefer to buy the DVD version, but the quality may be poor, or it took months for the original one to be out, WITH overly-priced.

Next is home telephone service. This is just another one that maybe and oldie. people use blackberry now, not a Panasonic home telephone. Maybe they subscribed as the pre-requisite of having a broadband, but even broadband came in wireless nowadays.

At no.3 is external hard drives, and this is what I had bought earlier, but at least it was few hours before 2009 ended, and I guess that save me. Well, the reason external Hard drive irrelevant for 2010 because they said now there is online storage services like mozy.com or carbonite.com but you have to pay like maybe $59.90 per year then only you got the storage, and with all the firewall thing, I don't know how safe will it be for keeping your data online.

No.4, you don't buy smartphones in 2010. Why? because people only bought it just for their style. Maybe not all, but majority are. Smartphones is a symbol of status and owning it, it means you are someone who just have style but remember, owning a Blackberry doesn't mean you're style enough if you don't know how to use the applications.

No.5 is compact digital cameras. This is one obvious thing. Even now I feel awkward bringing compact digital camera along with me. Everybody now is moving towards DSLR and it add up style also to the owner. Well its true that DSLR offers better pictures, great zooms and enhanced colours. At least, although I don't have one, I got my Colorsplash LOMO.

At no.6, newspaper subscription. Do I have to explain on this? Come on, Most or maybe all newspaper companies do have their own portal on the net. All you have to do is just get connected and go to their website and there you go, all things that happens around the world is one click away.

At no.7 is CD and this is just true. People Don't buy CD anymore because if they want to listen to the music, they have i-pod or maybe just a regular mp3 player. No one bring along discman these days. Even if the CD meant for the movies, I think they prefer DVD or BlueRay disc.

Came at the last three is new textbooks. Well this is subjective. Some people can just go with their lecture notes but some are not. Those who not, they need a book, but maybe they can borrow, or buy half-priced from their senior but personally for me, there is nothing wrong buying a new textbook. Well I'm not in a position to disagree with a writer. They have their own points.

at second last place is gas-guzzling cars. Well this might be hard but it getting to somewhere now. With the gas price increasing or maybe not keeping straight through time, people think about saving more than eating over the headache. Now there are cars with hybrid engine which can save fuel up to liters for a long haul of journey. Now I know why Julia Roberts drive Prius.

Finally, the one that close the list is energy-inefficient homes and appliances. This thing might be new in Malaysia but in foreign country, everything they used or house that they living in, much of them are environmental friendly and minimize the energy usage. We hear now that Panasonic products in Malaysia have this one thing called "Smart Inverter" which it works when human are not capable of managing one simple thing-saving the utilities.

BIG NIGHT OUT 2010

2010-01-06T10:22:00.004+08:00

Its happening in less than a month, or 27 days to be exact

Now that the heat is finally here, waiting is a long torture process

It scheduled to be on 3rd February 2010 @ Singapore Indoor Stadium

A yearly event which lined up several international bands before

This time, MUSE is going to be the headline,

along with Saosin and Rise Against as the support act

Someone said I am just being impossible,

for spending sing$131 just to rock a night away

Well, it worth the money if you get to see MUSE perform LIVE.

No one ever do electrical soul better than them

Come on guys!!! tickets are still available

It gonna be a great night and let's rock Singapore!

the tickets - SECURED

The two supporting acts

JOHO - towards the new generation of JOHOR

2010-01-06T01:14:00.021+08:00

Hell yeah!!! It got published. It's been such honor for them to make it happen for me and million of thanks to them especially the moderators. How it happened? really today was a very busy day that I didn't have time to facebooking that suddenly an email popped up saying those who went to SPAM can write their review to be contributed for their blog. Since I got stuck in tonnes of workloads, so I need to get a quick getaway to blow the tense off. Then I wrote, and after 15 minutes, I came up with a review of my own and send it to JOHO admin. Few hours after, I got an email from them and there it is, my review in their blog. I'm totally happy!!!

Alrite2, I saw a question mark there. So everybody is asking, what is JOHO actually? I made a post about it but I deleted the draft due to some unforeseen circumstances. Now that the mood is finally here, so I gave it another shot. JOHO is actually a free organization ran by some young people who loves art, and it provides a platform for its members to share thoughts and express ideas of their interest. Basically it based in Johor and I'm not sure if its open to those outside of Johor but I guess there's nothing wrong with that right? Why JOHO was established? In short, they want to create the new generation of Johorean, the one that having better sense of thinking, appreciate arts as part of the lives and generate networking for future seizing.

Last friday, just as the new calendar started, they organized their first ever get together among their followers and those who interested to become one. It was called as SPAM, abbreviation of Southern Project of Art Movement. It was one hell of the night and really put a memorial inside my brain. That night, five bands performed acoustically and they were awesome. As usual, I always love Statik but that night, Ziller n the Classic Ikan Keli also stole my sense on them. Excellence performance guyz! There were also poetry reading, t-shirts and accessories sale outside, also cupcakes. They're so cute. We took a lot pf pictures, and quite a number took ours too. Felt like a celebrity that time, flashes were everywhere. I posted some of them below.

Finger Inc

Photographer twin

Demi JOHO, lantai pun lantai lah!

Ziller n the Classic Ikan Keli

Statik - Love Love Love!!!

kami follower JOHO

JOHO itu terbalik, and what with the finger btx?

Meet anip si putih and btx, his twin :p

JOHO cupcake, part of the charity

Some refreshment maybe...

JOHO guy

Credit to Lalan Rahiman

Well, fun isn't it? Just if you're interested, here are some promo that I'm about to make. JOHO is now officially available online. They have blog, they have facebook, even the admins were in there. You can be a follower there and join us establishing JOHO in Johor. You may find them at:

www.johobaru.blogspot.com - blogger

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=150988104702 - Facebook

http://twitter.com/johobaru - twitter

http://www.myspace.com/johobaru - my space

See you there (",)

- Jiwa Kacau -

2010-01-05T10:17:00.003+08:00

Currently not in blogging mode...

new year post - DELETED

SPAM post - DELETED

this is the only update.

the rest...

we,ll see...

**I got much works to do, in fact too much of works but still have to work with only two hands. So, it is not a good time to put my anger on top of list. SESIAPA yang berkenaan, tolong jauhi diri aku!

"Happy New Year 2010"

2009-12-31T21:35:00.001+08:00

Right now, this time, at this moment, people around the globe are cheering and celebrating, welcoming 2010 and saying goodbye to 2009. Well, although 2009 is over, but things that gonna happen in 2010 are somehow might be the continual of what 2009 couldn't finish. Anyway, 2009 or 2010, it doesn't make much different if we people still sitting on the same chair, in the same room and doing the same thing. I might probably not a big fans of making new resolution, since these past few years, it seems to be irrelevant to myself anymore. If u wanna change, time is not a matter but what is, your attitude. Anyway, just a quick glance of what happened on me in 2009 :

The worst nightmare of final year student - final year project. At first, I kinda take it too easy until at certain point, I thought I won't gonna make it but thank god, finally I manage to finish it with excellent result.
My graduation day in last august where the hectic time of three years study was paid by a scroll of degree. Maybe not a good one but at least I manage to finish the course and they are not easy.
I got accepted for Sime darby Apprenticeship Program where it is my first job since I graduated. It's a one year probation and if I got what it takes, I may be adsorbed. Wish me luck, and it's happening in another 6 months.
Fights & War - Well 2009 is quite a year that I did involved in so many fights and drama. My life is just incomplete without them, and yeah, nobody can satisfy each of one's demand. Fight does brought us closer :p
Break-ups & betrayal - Well, I broke up twice last year, with two different persons. The first one is a total jerk but with the second one, I'm the one who is jerk. But now, we are getting back together again and hopefully this time is for the better. Goodbye 1st one, u r sooooooooo 2009!!!!haha

Well, that were last year...What will it be this year, We'll see. One thing for sure, 2010 gonna be tougher since grow up is always about being a survivor, with more pressure on works, friends, love, money, and else, Good Luck on them Syafiq!!..."Happy New Year 2010" everyone. May all of u lead a very prosperous life throughout this year and getting to a point, where u tell the world, that is where u want to be known for.

(",)

the truth of understanding people - you just can't

2009-12-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

I just learnt about one thing today - there are some people who are just too good in conceal things, although u bust him/her right in front of u and yet, they will never loathe the truth. In my case, according to him, this is the deal. He get offended, try to get away with it and there it go, it's over. Well, I would say it is good that sometimes u just keep things to urself but things about friendship are nothing personal. I mean, it's absolutely clear that u can be honest to your best friend although the fact is bitter than burnt coffee bean. Come on, we were friends for a reason - we clicked. So what else to be afraid of, once u have it, u have nothing to worry about me getting mad or pissed off. In fact, u keep that feeling to urself even made me more disappointed. I'm not here to scold or yell at u but when I say I am ur best friend, I really mean it. Whatever u do, is something I do, and anything u are in, I'm in ur team too. Aye-aye Captain!!! U just call it, and I get the soldiers with me on the front line. See, that is what I see of a best friend. Maybe u can't always be there for me but that's okay, but just don't lie coz it hurts when truth came out or it is me at stake. For this best friend of mine, I hope u know that I really love you, and that no matter how hard it is for me to be with u and others at a same time, I always make time for you. Although u seems to be fine with that, but just tell me coz I know that it is a matter for you sometimes. And I know it, but always, u deny it. We got to work on it ok buddy!!! cheers (",)

(Specially dedicated to my dearly best friend, HF)

Disruption

2009-12-29T16:53:00.001+08:00

I was working on my blog, trying to change here and there,

that suddenly I get annoyed of this...

well folks, if your connection does not connect well,

why don't you stop connecting the yahoo messenger,

and wait until the line stabilize then only u reconnect back...

because the sounds and gestures of your fail attempt

on connecting and getting disconnect,

is really get me outta my head...

come on, I'm in a mood of pimping my blog...

and that thing bzzzttt!!! and bzzzzttt!!! is really disturbing.

The solution, I just delete her from my friend list,

well at least I,ll add her back after my works done,

rather than losing the idea of making my new lover nicer..

sorry babe, we are still friends though...

I am nice, aren't me? :p

REBORN - The Emancipation of Boredom

2009-12-29T13:12:00.002+08:00

Now I feel like a shit to myself, I just can't stick to one decision (Boo0o00hoo00o). The title itself said REBORN, but who were born again? where? when? How could one born twice?...nah!!!that's crap, and this is fact. I'm back to blogger. Yes, for real, I'M BACK!!!...This time I might stay for long, or maybe forever I can't tell. I hope blogger was not mad at me since I said goodbye to him before. Well, the real reason I moved to wordpress because at that time I was thinking to be more mature as I move into another phase of my life, and currently blogger seems to not serve me that. I went into wordpress and I saw that it is more captivating, simple yet solid. That was when I moved into it but then only I realized it wasn't friendly as blogger. With him, I found that updating is not easy and slowly it took my interest away from blogging. Until recently when one of my friend set up his blog back, I was compelled to do the same too. Blogging is fun and at most of time, it's a satisfaction that I don't even need someone to talk to except "it". So, along with the mature matters and comeback to blogger, I refurbish my old blog, simply said I deleted it, and I build a new one with the same URL. Well, they said the old one is heritage, and it always the first love. With that, I welcome :

http://www.chucksagacious.blogspot.com

To it's old place, with a new surrounding and breath. Welcome home ME, and goodbye wordpress, it's been a pleasure to be with u, but this is home. Adios~

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